There is never a single answer to why someone decides to end their life, but we want this album to at least ask the question: how could it have gotten so far? The songs on the album are independent works, with their own raison d'être, and they each depict different thoughts and stories of what happened. Put together on the album, they create the mutual context. Like cards in a deck the songs are individual keystrokes into the tragedy 5 years ago, and by putting these cards on the table we want to tell the story through our perspective. Furthermore, this album is a possibility for us to move on, a closure to our mourning process, even though the memory of our dear friend will live on forever.